I have SOOOO much to do. So much. I have a dozen important phone calls to make. Tons of pressing information to gather and process. We have to move twice in the next three months, the first move being in just a couple weeks! We have to rent out our house. And pack. And clean. And find places to live in both of the two states we're going to. And I have student loan crap that needs my attention. And there is that other thing. and a million other tiny things that are constantly popping into my head. I have so much to do! But: I. Don't. Want. To. I want to play on the internet and look up stupid posters and just generally screw off, you see. Because the last 6 months, I've had this:
But that pressure is pretty much gone now, and after the glorious freedom of the holiday break, my motivation has slipped away to nothing. I have 100,000 things on my mind. Important things that need my attention. One particularly distracting thing . . . But does any of that motivate me to call TMO?
NO!
But, alas, I will have to do it anyway. As they tell us ad nauseum here at TBS, False Motivation is still Motivation. So I'm off. But boy do I have a fun post planned as a reward for myself once I actually accomplish some stuff!
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